With My Son I Gained A Louder Laugh And A Brighter Smile
With my son I gained everything I needed to feel full and be completely happy. He gives me the strength it takes to face our day to day. He adds color to every night and perfumes my mornings with his infinite love.
Its purity, freshness and innocence flood my soul. It is my cane, the engine that pushes me to continue. My sun when I wake up, my thoughts fixed 24 hours a day.
With that noisy, rambunctious and restless boy I have achieved more than I left aside. I can say I took a risk, but I didn’t lose anything. With my son I gained a louder laugh, a much brighter smile and, above all, a much better life. I love you, my eternal baby!
With my son I won a louder laugh
With my son I won a louder laugh. Every afternoon playing with dolls or simply with our imagination, their occurrences made me laugh like never before.
The baths, the first words and even those pounding during the first steps elicited the most heartfelt laughs. Your statements, the most important and the simplest. The nonsensical phrases or the use of highly sophisticated words, although misused, made him unable to stop laughing.
The house was an uproar and instead of worrying or getting upset, I just managed to laugh. I saw him with a face full of mashed potatoes and, far from thinking about the dirt and the cleanliness, I couldn’t help but laugh. It was not for less, if I had next to the secret of my happiness and fulfillment in my life. My greatest work of art, all my pride.
Together with my child, my smile is brighter
And so the days passed by his side. A dreamed idyll for which every night he asked God to never end. Our life, with its pros and cons, was truly a paradise. Every minute with him was better than touching the sky itself.
Together with my child, my smile became not only more visible, but above all brighter. I began to smile with some satisfaction to know my mission accomplished. Joy, but an infinite, unshakable, indestructible joy. Eternal, infinite.
You spread life every second. And I saw you in your apron that first day at school. I understood that I would also be your teacher from the moment you came into my life. I also understood that it was actually you who came to fill my daily life with the most profound lessons.
It was time to leave you, no matter how long it was. We were breaking up after so much time together. My soul cried but my heart, like my still in love face, smiled. He wore a smile from ear to ear, like when I saw you with the flag for the first time, as always in reality.
A better life, next to him
Beyond certain circumstances that are nothing more than bad memories, together with him I forged a better life. I was nourished by everything I had to give. I walked his path and learned from each of his lessons. I gave him his time and received in return the deepest love.
I went to bed every night with that inexplicable feeling of being someone unique and special to that little boy who considered me his world. It had never been so important and essential in someone else’s life. In the same way, I felt him, from the day that a simple test announced through a “positive” the beginning of a new era.
Since I knew that I harbored life stirring inside me, I understood that the most valuable thing we have in this life is time. That ultimately we are not more than instants. And it is that, at the end of the day, since life is only one, it deserves to be lived as if it were the last.
I understood that with all my might as time, without an eraser, passed. There was no going back. The time by your side was only present, I had to enjoy my little one in the here and now. I took the opportunity to give you everything you needed and everything I had. I gave my heart and my life.
